redux, but because this is my real home and has been since 1997 and just doing errands or walking a block or doing anything now feels so moving, and i keep smiling to myself, especially when i’m alone, but also on the street or anywhere, and i know that feeling is going to go away and it will be normal again, and in the meantime, it is actually really very beautiful and so i just keep listening to this song on repeat and feeling happy.