like, basically what i want to #overshare #confess #justkidding is that i totally have a counting crows song on both my “summer 2012” and “freedom 2012” spotify mixes and, like, why are you the only person talking about this? i think you should keep talking about it. so right now.
yeah. this is a p. niche skill, I should probably get on this. I have a lot to say.
I can put that extensive survey of Max Levine PTSD Feelings that no one wants to hear about on the back burner.
i don’t even think i need to extrapolate on my love of a p. niche skill. i just listened to this song and am kind of into it. like, you know, get on it when you’re ready. ps. i’m totally listening to “a long december” now.
“tell him to fuck off?”
“pls break up with him and we can have a fun summer”
I sent this photo (singular, readable) to Kara last Sunday. She said “I am not blogging this! Promise!” but also “this is amazing. I want YOU to blog it. But career.”
it is easier for some of us to be post-(pre-)career/downwardly mobile than others. i appreciate rgr’s creative solution to the problem.
The best thing about my Tumblr is all the stuff I don’t put on it but email to Kara instead.
“karaj liked your post: diary”
great moments in Tumblr lyf.
more diaries! not just under the cut.
december was such an innocent time.
avril lavigne’s new video has some great crying in it
i really needed a visual interlude. all of avril’s pouting in the mirror and for herself is sort of like my life, without the part where i’m reading. (although i made a pact to do my dissertation in bequeathed daytime pajamas.) i had this huge mirror in my office at teen vogue and whenever i’d get bored (always) i’d close the door and play with all of the makeup on my desk and look at myself; i guess that was actually part of my job. i don’t wear mascara, i get my lashes tinted, but i feel really compelled by how much drama avril squeezes out of a single makeup product.
I’ve literally been working on a manifesto about this very thing today (which I know you all know), you’re always so helpful. Extra relevant: now that my feminist archiving photoseries is over (might make it into a book with writing/theory please tell me if you’re into that, I might redo it with real photos), all queued up for tomorrow is FEELINGS ABOUT FEMINIST CRYING/MASCARA PERFORMANCE/MOSTLY I JUST SPENT THE LAST SIX HOURS THINKING/WRITING ABOUT AMY WINEHOUSE TEARS BECAUSE DUH.
Also, YOU GET YOUR LASHES TINTED? WHAT? How do you perform public hysterics without mascara, tho?
no, i know, i guess this is today’s confession, made in the chris kraus-ian, possibly penitent, oprah sense. BUT HOW AM I GOING TO KNOW WHICH MASCARA TO USE WHEN I DON’T GET 20 FREE ONES SENT TO ME A DAY TO TRY ANYMORE? 100% yes to the feminist archiving photoseries i could not be more supportive.
wait, is feminist oversharing a thing? i’m trying to get to the point where i can do this.
ps. i may or may not delete this when im not drinking wine because thats how uncomfortable it makes me!
xo. you’re going to love it, i promise. save the wine for posting instead of deleting!